Post 50

Hi friends!
You're probably reading the title and thinking:
a.) 50 posts? She made it to 50 posts? Waow..that only took about half a decade smh
b.) I swear there have been more than 50 posts. There's no way its only 50. 
c.) Is this post actually going to be about anything or am I wasting my time?

If your answer was a...then hey, fuck off..writing takes a great deal of creative thinking that I don't have the time for 90% of the time. DON'T PUSH MY DAMN BUTTONS FAM

If your answer was b...lol there have been more than 50 posts...I deleted some select ones right before the reveal, but we can pretend I didn't just tell you that :)

If your answer was c...ALL MY BLOG POSTS ARE ABOUT SOMETHING. RUDE.

I think I've mentioned via twitter a few times that I've had a very small blog on the side that about 4 people have the link to. Its not a funny blog, in fact, its the quite opposite..some of those posts I wrote during the sad times**
It's a blog that's very dear to my heart and soul because I've had it since the beginning..and I've always told all of you that when I'm ready, I'll give you all the link and you can rummage through and read whatever you'd like. Trust me, its not a secret blog that has 240 long posts with videos/pics/gifs/memes. They're all ridiculously short posts and there aren't any pictures involved so you could potentially get through the entire thing within an hour LOL. 

It's really difficult for me to describe what the posts are about since they're about various things..but I hope all of you find at least one post that you found interesting.

So...after a whole bunch of delay..here's my unhappy neglected step-blog.
Note: the blog doesnt start in chronological order. Most recent is the first one you'll see...if i were you...id go alllllllllllllllll the way to the first post but hey everyone reads differently..you do you boo boos

CLICK HERE. THIS IS THE LINK. IT IS NOT SPAM. I PROMISE IT IS NOT A PORNO CHICK SCREAMING AT THE TOP OF HER LUNGS.
**Some of you have been checking up on me since the last post I had and I appreciate all the love and support. I'm doing so much better lately for various reasons, but I'm eternally grateful that you all took the time to read that one. It was a very important post to me and I know I'm not the only one out there dealing with depression. We're all here for each other and sometimes the best thing to do is listen and I'm beyond happy that you all listened to me...and some of you allowed me to listen to you! I know I'm not as consistent with my posts anymore...and I know its been way too long since I've had a humorous one, but I'm always here being weird on various social media accounts. 

In fact, if you guys don't follow my personal accounts and you miss my weirdness dearly (AND I KNOW WHO YOU ARE..no creeps pls) just slide into my BGB twitter/fb account dms and I'll follow you from my personal twitter/fb/snapchat account SO WE CAN BE BFFS FOREVER (unless you don't want to which is totally understandable). I've tried this once before and the way I did it was so unorganized for me lol. I was getting requests from people I've never heard of and those that I knew, I couldn't recognize their usernames or profile pictures..so..I WILL FOLLOW YOU SO NO ONES FEELINGS GET HURT. Deal??